wish....
tonight i only wish...
i wish i could turn back time
or that i have followed my heart and my intuition once in my life without fearing the consequences.
i wish i wasnt so indecisive, that i could just make up my mind about everything,...
wish i didnt regret anything in my life, and that i didnt spend any minute second guessing what i do or did...
i just wish...
maybe one day wishes will come true..all of them , at the same time...cool huh...a bucket full of wishes.
so, tonight when i close my eyes in bed, im gonna wish again. that my dreams come true again, that i see happiness in whatever i have, but that i manage to get what i want, when i want this time.
sorry if i write in english sometimes...is just because i'be being used to it for the past years...and i express myself better (to myself) this way.
no maybes, for tonight at least, no, what ifs...no maybe if i had decided to stay, what if i stayed....
none of that for tonight.
no being mad at myself for tonight.
tomorrow maybe...for sure actually...
shorter time this time.
i wish...to wake up next to you again, u made me get used to it...my bed feels so empty right now.
wish i could watch movies, have lunch, go for coffee, giggle in the middle of the night.
you know i love you in so many ways...
i know you love me too.
i want u in my life forever.
forever....then, now and then again...